M9 F1

M9 F1,
male 9, female 1.
you know wat it is right?
why is it 2 saksi for female but 1 saksi for male?
coz M9 F1 .
coz female tend to forget.
thus female got to work harder than male in the same competition.
this sucks.

my mind was provoked by a male-friend. and thus the result was the above. he said to me thant im rajin even from JAD but he is not. (pretty annoyed really ).he said to me to be a positive thinker. wouldnt deny it, im trying to be a positive thinker. 786's song keeps on ringing in my head.

you really need to change your mind
you really need to change your life
you really ain’t livin right
you need to give Him all of you
look at what He’s brought you through
you really need to change your mind, hey hey

i’m not perfect
but i’m trying
i’m just looking for Your guidance
please do hear me
cuz i know You’re with me
and i’ll share these things with all my people, please listen

later on, read the Quran, chapter 55 Ar-Rahman (The Most Gracious)

1. The Most Gracious!

2. It is He Who has taught the Qurán.

3. He has created man:

4. He has taught him an intelligent speech.

countless times it says

Then which of the favors of your Lord will ye deny?

It stroked my head ok.. What have i been doing? Astarghfirullah. Blaming God's law. So, wat if M9 F1 ? God is the one who gives you intelligent. He inputs you knowledge. He determines how much He wanna give you. Then which of the favors of your Lord will ye deny?to think that learning in japanese is harder for female than male, coz theres a lot of japanese words to remember.Made me compare to other kids in the block. Wat about doctors? There are more female in the class than male right? and its all about remembering the diseases, medicines, parts of body, virus, etc. Then which of the favors of your Lord will ye deny?

recently i watched Desert Rose at youtube.
It is a powerful soul session by Muhammad Alshareef covering stories from the Mekkan period of the life of Prophet Muhammad (pbuh).In this emotional talk, Muhammad al-Shareef speaks about the trials and hardships of the worlds most influential person, Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him).

During the early stage, Bilal, Sumayya , etc were tortured physically, but wat about our beloved Prophet (pbuh) ? He can only look at them being tortured, and only can advice, be patience. Put yourself into his shoes. The kufurs would totured him mentally and emotionally. And im here to compare myself . Wats so big is my shiken compared to his test? I must be patient. must get up. must change my mind, must change my life.

"be patient, coz u have an appointment in paradise"-Muhammad Alshareef